Paranoid, yes. I'm beyond caring at this point. I'm focusing on me and my family and what I can control, because I've decided there are too many idiots out there who are determined to screw this up for all of us.
It was a long day. I'm a little cranky. I think the cold I thought I'd beaten is edging its way back, on top of everything else. So I will head off to bed and start over again in the morning.
Because I can. And I'm very grateful for that.