Eurydice (eurydice72) wrote,

Does wine really help?

Craig's in Seattle until tomorrow night. Which means tonight is drinking wine and trying not to think about the fact that he's not here.

I wrote a 5k Mergana fic called The Best Part as a winning prize for someone who got a blackout in Trope Bingo at merlin_writers. I was working on that instead of an original story that's due tomorrow. Oops. I've had a bit of trouble getting motivated writing original work lately because the market is so damn glutted. Income is going down for almost all of the published authors I know, and it's discouraging.

I keep thinking I should get back to that Craigslist M/A fic I thought about extending, but I haven't updated in a year. I keep getting feedback on it, though, asking me to go on. I feel guilty since I never really intended it to be more than a one-shot as it was.

Blech. I'm moody. And I feel like I should be doing more than I am, but then getting motivated to do more seems to be beyond my reach. I miss when things were *fun*.

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