I'm living vicariously through this baby, though. It's the mom of Alicia's best friend, and someone I adore and have gotten reasonably close to over the past year. She understands how I can't have more, and we have a lot of the same outlook and philosophies, and she's very willing to let me spoil her baby rotten, lol.
Now I just have to remind myself that two children is perfect for our home and that I don't need to adopt...