Eurydice (eurydice72) wrote,

It is currently 3am and I cant sleep. I have to be up in 4 hours to help get ready for the funeral service tomorrow so this is not good. My brain won't turn off though so ive pulled out my iPad in hopes it will tire me a little.

I just feel so...inadequate. Like I should be living my life better. I should be trying harder to get healthy, I should be more involved with my kids, I should be working harder at my writing. This is the only life I have so why am I not making the most of it?

Hardly original thoughts in the wake of Nan's death but until know I've mostly avoided them. I guess I shouldn't be surprised I can't sleep.

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