Eurydice (eurydice72) wrote,

Sucky days

So I had the time at the spa yesterday with the MIL. And honestly? I very much doubt I will ever get a massage again. I felt great when I left and for a few hours afterward. I only had one spot that was painful during the massage, a knot in my neck that she worked, but otherwise, nothing. However, by the time I was ready for bed, I couldn't even touch the spot and there were other points along my back that were tender to the touch as well. I woke up this morning with the worst headache I've had in a long, long time, and my back in agony. I've been sucking down ibuprofen all day, but that's just made it barely tolerable. Nobody is allowed to touch me. It frickin' hurts too much.

The facial was very nice, but surprisingly enough, my favorite part was the manicure. Now, I do nothing with my nails. And I mean NOTHING. I'm a biter - yes, bad habit, I know - and my nails are flimsy anyway, so I gave up a long time ago them being anything but short and utilitarian. I've never had a manicure in my life. I still don't have long nails - I just couldn't and still be able to type - but she did the works on them anyway, and I picked out this gorgeous deep purple polish that has chocolate undertones. And my hands feel fantastic from the soaking. I'm seriously considering starting to pay attention to them if it feels like this.

But...yeah, today has been a sucky day. I'm upset about everything that's happened in Arizona, the pain hasn't helped my mood at all, and I'm frustrated with fandom-related crap again. I think I'm retreating to Arthur/Gwen porn tonight, and just say screw it to everything else. The lack of self-discipline and ethics I keep coming across is making me insane. Both online and in the real world.

Where's that deserted island when I need it?
Tags: life

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