On the plus side, I actually did manage to start the Beg chapter even if I only got 1500 words written on it. Oh, and I got a really huge gift package today from Karine at The Body Shop (that's Craig's client in NC). I think she's feeling massively guilty because I got this and another 8 bottles of varying bath gels, as well as some body butter and skin scrubs. Not that that really makes up for Craig being gone, but it was a nice surprise today.
Alex started pre-k today. My house was *so* quiet. Once our schedule slips into a regular routine (after LA, I think), I predict being incredibly productive. I get so much more done when I don't have kids pulling at me all day.
blond_bear, have you been getting my LLGA e-mails? I haven't heard from you so now I'm getting a tad worried.
To everybody who sent well wishes privately...thank you so much. It helped pick me up last night. There's nothing I hate more than being that depressed, especially when there's nothing I can do about it. I love you all.