Secondly...I might be away from LJ for a few days. In Craig's absence, I have overextended myself in *huge* ways, and I'm seriously feeling the strain right now. I'm fighting not breaking down in front of the kids, and I need to do some cleaning up of the mess I've made of my life since Craig left. He's not home for another 11 days, and if I don't get control of things now, I'm going to be a wreck by the time he walks through the door. There's writing to be done, marketing, a party for 15 kids in my house to plan, my kids to keep in control, LLGA responsibilities, and various other things I need to try and not lost track of. So that takes time and a clear head. And my head is anything but clear right now.
I hope you'll understand.