December 29th, 2020

eurydice james: pepperlandgirl4

Only two more days left of 2020

First of all, let's give this a try this year:

Secondly, it's been a muscular pain day. I woke up with a crick in the left side of my neck from sleeping wrong. I couldn't turn my head to the left at all without a lot of pain. I put a heating pad on it before I went to work, and then again when I got home so it's doing better. But then I knelt to shelve something on a bottom shelf at work today and tweaked something in my lower back. I spent an hour in the hot tub tonight to help alleviate it. No moving tomorrow, especially since I have to finish my Secret Santa story for EF yet.

Finally, today's meme: Would you rather your life have a rewind button or a pause button?
I'll go with pause if those are my only choices. The problem with rewinding is the same problem I have with regrets. Generally speaking, I love my life. I'm lucky to have Craig, and my kids are amazing. Do I wish I took better care of myself? Yes. Do I hate how awful part of my childhood and most of my 20s were? Definitely. But going back to change any of it would alter where I am now, and I'm not willing to do that.

Now, if by rewind it means everything stays the same, most definitely NO. Nobody wants to relive this year. Nobody.