April 17th, 2020

mood - morning person: elz

Coffee bad

I figured out what one of the reasons was why I've felt like crap this week. I've had coffee. Three times. The first was because I needed the caffeine to stay awake. The others? Because Alicia made a pot and it smelled good.

But I know better than this. I can't have it. It upsets my stomach. I KNOW THIS. And yet, the past twenty-four hours, I've been freaking out because of the burning in my chest, convinced it was something respiratory, and only because I've become so paranoid about this damn covid. I feel like such an idiot because of course, it's the coffee. I've had more coffee this week than I've had in the past sixteen months. No wonder I feel like crap.