January 2nd, 2014

mood - one of those days (merlin): batgu

Grumpy Cat has nothing on me

I'm trying to stay positive today. Yesterday was a stress-free day, and yet, I had stress dreams where I was at a reunion and saw two women stealing purses, including mine, then spent the whole rest of the dream chasing them down. I finally got them cornered with their "boss" who, when I needed to shoot at him to stop him from fleeing (I'm still not sure why I had a gun, lol), ended up having a fake metal leg so my shot just ricocheted off him. I'm not sure what my subconscious is trying to tell me I'm afraid of losing. I suspect it's my writing mojo. And the fact that I chase after it, determined to get it back is hopeful, right? It's just that I wake up exhausted and tense which isn't conducive at all to being productive.

Toss in the fact that I've been trying to get through to a customer service line for the past half hour, when their recording specifically says they'll be open again today at this time, about an issue I've had since New Year's Eve with an account, means I'm in a grumpy, grumpy mood right now.

Fingers crossed it gets better.