October 18th, 2003

eurydice james: pepperlandgirl4

Nightmares

It's not fair. It's Saturday morning, I didn't get to bed until almost midnight, I won't be around today because of getting ready to leave tomorrow, and I have to get up tomorrow and be ready to be ready to go to the airport by 5am. And what happens? I wake up at 6am from a nightmare. Not fair.

I can't remember a time in my life when I didn't have nightmares. In fact, one of my earliest memories is a nightmare that, boy, makes a helluva lot of sense in hindsight. Maybe it's just because I dream so vividly. I almost always remember my dreams, and very often, my mood in the morning is dependent on what kind of dream I actually had. I woke up this morning to our house being infested with these killer bugs the size of Craig's hand and I was the next target. Now, I can appreciate that I'm a Type A personality, and that these are just the product of my stress, but sometimes I wish I was the kind of person who doesn't remember their dreams.

My mother-in-law thinks something is wrong with me. She doesn't think it's right for anyone to dream as vividly as I do, or have as many bad dreams, and thinks I should go to a sleep clinic to find out what exactly is going on. I think she's whacked.

Of course, this also means that my sex dreams are just as vivid. So maybe it's a trade-off. :)

OK, off to go start my day. Alex is waking up. No reason for everyone to have a crappy start to their day, right?
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eurydice james: pepperlandgirl4

Voices chapter

Well, I managed to get another one done before I go. Chapter 32 of Voices is now up. Lots of plot. Lots more in the next one. Hope you like. :)

I'm off to get my pre-leaving stuff done today, but I'll be back late tonight to catch up on e-mails and such before we fly out tomorrow. Hope everyone has a great weekend!
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