Eurydice (eurydice72) wrote,
Eurydice
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Maybe Monday wasn't so bad...

I'm so flipping cranky today, I'm annoying myself. I'm four days late, which is messing with my hormones, but on top of that, means my scale has been high for over a week now in spite of strict adherence to my calorie limit and regular exercising. I know as soon as I start it's going to drop drastically. That's what my body does. But logic has no place in my brain when I'm emotional like this, and it's pissing me the hell off because I keep thinking, "Why can't I eat what I want to if it's not going to make a difference anyway?"

Which I know it is. I have to. I can't give up when I know this is what I need to do. I just don't like it.

This week has a killer schedule, thanks to the fact that Alicia and her BFF's band made the cut for the school's talent show. Two mandatory after school rehearsals, two performances on Friday, with softball practice Wednesday and a dentist appointment I need to move since it falls right in the middle of one of the Friday performances. Oh, and guitar lessons today. And piano tomorrow. Thank god spring break starts this weekend.

Speaking of spring break, we're sneaking away for a few days to Las Vegas. This Sunday through Wednesday. We have tickets for Love and Penn & Teller, and reservations at Gordon Ramsay Steak at the Paris. Very kid-friendly since it's all four of us, and very needed. Craig leaves the Saturday after we get back for a week in Barcelona, which means he's gone for his birthday this year. This is our way to get to celebrate with him.
Tags: alicia, life
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